my kakak's wedding! (10.10.10)

hantaran pihak perempuan ( hantaran pihak lelaki aku tak jumpa dah gambar dia...haha)

ni masa bersanding (persalinan ke-3)

lepas upacara akad nikah, duduk atas pelamin kejap...hehe

persalinan pertama(besanding kat umah pihak lelaki dengan mak and bapak mertua kakak)

persalinan kedua (pun kat umah pengantin lelaki)

ni kat umah mak and bapak kakak...

majlis khatam Al-Quran

lepas bacaan akad nikah

lepas bacaan akad nikah

dah lama aku nak upload gambar2 ni, tp baru skrg je boleh...hehehe..enjoy ye!tak banyak coz mls nak show off...ni my feveret moments je la....

the Last mOnth Of the year

new month has arrived! it's december again. in 31 days, we will wrap up this year and welcome the year of 2011. i'm looking forward to starting a new chapter of my life. hopefully, it will be better next year. well i'm sure everyone has the same resolution too...but before that, let's celebrate this month of festivals, holidays and cold weather! schools are closed, Christmas is coming, and new year is around the corner!

stOry abOut change

I never thought it could be this hard to control my emotions. for all i know, having to feel so many kinds of things is something stupid. but that was before i knew about what it feels like to have all those kind of emotions. i remember when my friend said that i don't have feelings what so ever because i never showed any reactions towards anything...happy, sad, scared etc. but a few months ago, i started to experience some whole new things in my life, EMOTIONS...
My history with feelings hasn't been a lot. i grew up pretty messy since i felt that i was a little neglected and far away from the others including my family. back in school, i was like a little "island" at the small corner of the class. nobody has ever really wanted to talk or hang out with me. it was frustrating but i knew that i had to handle those kinds of things in order to survive. so, i ignored whatever i felt even though i really want to feel them. over time, i got used to it and that was the reason i had never showed my emotions especially in front of other people. i know it sounds crazy, but what i've been doing for the past few years was necessary. well, at least that is what i think. however, everything seems to have changed in the past few months. i let my emotions took over me, i let my guard down, and most of all, i let myself vulnerable. i started to feel love and it feels good. but what hurts the most is missing someone. i never realize it at first, but when it got worse, i started to feel the pain. and what's more painful is when nobody really cares about what i feel. it sucks! it really is. so, i tried to get back to the old me in order to save myself from drowning further, knowing that it's not easy. i can never turn back to who i was before.
It's pretty amazing how a few months could change what you have been working for your whole life. a few months can either change you to be a better person, or destroys you in just a blink of an eye. but many people say that change is a good thing, no matter how positive or negative that change is. it is a process of moving on, elevating ourselves to the next level...~


*all stories adalah rekaan semata-mata dan tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang telah mati

heLLO mr. sun

Hello, Mr Sun
Today's the day we change our plans
And end the war against our own selves

Goodbye, Mr Rain
Your time has come, your time has gone
So send your grey skies to someone else

Sun, shine on down
Ease our troubles now
Sun, shine on down

Here's to the girl who holds her heart out for the world
Not worried if her song is out of key
And here's to the boy who loves the girl and tells her so
Couldn't give a damn what other people think

Sun, shine on down
Wring our worries out
Sun, shine on down

Live our lives and take our chances
We're still young enough to dream we will go far
'cause we don't care for all the answers

While we're basking in your golden shangri-la

*extracted from the song "hello mr. sun" by Joe Brooks

the Other side of dOwn

Here I am with all these questions hanging from my ceiling low,
And one day they'll keep telling me I told you so,
Everywhere I turn I see red lights flashing over my head,
In a whirl-wind spinning, somehow it knocked me off my feet
But I know better than to let it get the best of me,
I could give up, I could stay stuck, I could move on...

So I put one foot front of the other,
nothing's gonna break my stride,
I keep climbing, gonna keep fighting until I make it to the other side of down

In the sky, Im standing under all I see is endless rain
I think I spot a silver light hiding in the grey
I might get tossed around, but I'm always bouncing back
I could give up, I could stay stuck, I could move on,

So I put one foot front of the other,
nothing's gonna break my stride,
I keep climbing, gonna keep fighting until I make it to the other side of down

On the other side of down
It keeps calling me
Where I wanna be


So I put one foot front of the other,
nothing's gonna break my stride,
I keep climbing, gonna keep fighting until I make it to the other side of down...~

* extracted from the song "the other side of down" by david archuleta.