best cOmpLiment tO everyOne!

fuhh...leganya dpt dgr suara mak...dpt cakap kejap pun jadi la.hari ni kan bday aku,so aku happy sangat mak aku wish birthday kat aku!!!.hehe...dari pagi aku try kol nombor mak, tp tak dpt..aku kol plak nombor rumah, pun tak dapat...last2 aku kol nombor kakak, finally!!! memang dari pagi azamku nak cakap dengan mak. sebelum nak bergayut lama2 dgn member, aku dahulukan mak aku.dah lama tak nampak muka mak..mama i miss u!!!huhuhu....=(

yela kan, aku kan jauh...lama tak jumpa, so normal la kalau rasa rindu dengan orang tersayang...lagipun, aku memang lebih rapat dengan mak kalau nak dibandingkan dengan ayah aku...orang ckp, anak lelaki selalunya lebih selesa bila dengan mak. betul kottt coz aku pun mcm tu..hehe...bukan nak ckp lelaki yg rapat dengan mak ni manja or anak mak, tp kalau tu la hakikatnya, nak buat mcm mana kan???

geng2Ku!!!kejap lagi aku kol korang plak k...kita bergayut la puas2!hahaha....bukan selalu dapat brgayut dengan member lama2. ni dah ada peluang, rembat la....kan3???

so, korang tunggu la panggilan dariku!!!

owwww.....by the way, aku nak ucap terima kasehhh banyak2 kat korang yg sudi ucap happy birthday kat aku...tak kesah la cepat atau lambat whether kat facebook, sms blog or apa2 pun media yang korang boleh wish. yang aku tau, korang tak lupa kat aku, dan aku sangat2 terharu...TOUCHING DOW!!!haha

happy 21st birthday tO me...!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! =)

damn! i'm one year older...

it has been a very slow process but it feels like i just celebrated my 20th birthday yesterday.

what to say about 2010???

WOW...all i can say is 2010 was tough dude!

for a start, on the 4th of february last year, i was one lazy, jobless guy! well, for some reason though. yes, i've been jobless for months. sitting at home was indeed boring but i what choice do i have? i had to do it, for the sake of me and people around me... ;-)

in the month of july, i received an offer to further my studies at UiTM Pulau Pinang. course??? Hotel Management...unfortunately, due to some problem, i didn't go....hurmmm:(....i still remember i was so so sooo frustrated back then, but i knew that i had to deal with it and wait for another chance...

now, what i've been longing for has finally come true, i got another offer from UiTM to continue my degree in Tourism Management in Melaka...by the time i got the news, i was so relieved!

well, that was pretty much what has happened to me last year...

2011?

my resolution?

my hope?

my dream?

my everything?

there's a lot of question in my mind right now...

new age...at 21!

am i gonna be a better person than i was before?

am i gonna be able to achieve my goals?

am i gonna meet people who can give me happiness, for now, future and for eternity?

for GOD sakes i don't know the answers!

for all i know, i will eventually move on!

no turning back now...

gotta do it...just do it!!!

for those who has always been supportive to me through all these while, there's really nothing i can do to show my gratitude to all of you...the only thing i can do is to express my feelings in words...and i wanna start by saying THANK YOU ALL!

to my parents, you both has been so nice and loving to me. sure i'm not a very good son, but i just wanna let you know that there's no one who can ever replace the both of you...NO ONE!

to my bros and sis, thank you again for being such encouraging siblings to me. yes i never said anything before but trust me, you guys rocks my world!

to my friends, all i hope for from you guys is your support. let our friendship last forever and i'll be there if you guys needs me.the laughter, the good times, the fun, the bad things we did, the chat we had will always be remembered and treasured. and i hope you guys will always remember me as well.

to the person i never knew but yet to know, one thing to say, it's gonna be nice to meet and knowing you, and i hope you will feel the same way as i do.

enough is enough...as i continue writing, more and more things comes out of my head...i guess that's all i can express for now. till next time... =')

pre-birthday punya entri

hehehe...saje je nak post something kat blog ni...wahhh...pejam celik pejam celik, esok genap la umo aku masuk 21 tahun...dah tua kot!!!dah boleh daftar mengundi....kih3...malm ni nak tunggu tepat jam 12, aku nak celebrate birthday aku! walaupun aku sorang je kat sini, member2 semua balik, tp takpe, aslkan aku selamat je....chewahhh...lagi satu, korang jangan lupa wish and bagi present kt aku!hahahaha....so, entri ni kira mcm pre-birthday entri la.nak promo bday aku pun ye gak..hehehe...malam ni aku post lagi k! tu pun kalau aku tak bz, and ada idea nak menulis....kui3..tata titi tutu...

chinese LOOk punya pasaL...

CHINESE LOOK...???

hmmm...apa ada pada chinese looking people? ramai orang mempunyai chinese look, tp apa yg best bila ada chinese look?hahaha...ni yang aku nak story...pada korang2 yg ada chinese look out there, kalau korang rs tak yakin dengan muka ala2 cina yg korang miliki, aku sarankan korang fikir sekali lagi, or even bekali-kali lagi...unik ape orang yg ada chinese look ni...korang patut happy ok memiliki wajah yang unik dan tak sama dengan orang lain yg sama bangsa dgn korang...macam aku, aku berbangsa MELANAU, tapi muka aku macam cina...ntah dari mana aku dapat...my parents, and my great grandparents semua pure melanau, tp mcm mana muka kitorang macam amoi dan apek???tu aku tak tau nak jwb apa. yang aku tau, ada chinese look memang satu keunikan.ok la, nak tau apa kelebihan orang yg ada chinese look? meh aku story satu2...

SATU...

bila korang pegi kedai, tokey kedai akan speaking chinese dgn korang. depan orang ramai lak tu...kan best?haha...time tu boleh la korang eksyen depan orang yg korang ni chinese gak . kalau depan member lagi best. lepas kejadian tu gerenti diorang tabik dgn korang...hahaha

DUA...

orang yang ada chinese look ni laku...sng dpt partner la...tp ni bukan aku ckp, member aku bgtau. dia pun chinese look gak. nak story la sikit, dia ni baru putus cinta dgn awek dia..time tu dia punya la down..aku la salah sorang yg cool-kan dia. tapi tak lama lepas tu aku dgr dia dh ada awek baru...DAMNNN! cepatnya dpt pengganti!haha...dari ramai2 orang, awek tu pilih member aku gak...psl chinese look kot...mana la tau kan. kebarangkalian tu ada. kalau tak, knp awek tu tak pilih mamat lain buat jadi pakwe dia???hehehehe

TIGA...

pengalaman ada chinese look ni kadang2 melucukan...contohnya, bila pergi masjid or surau, orang2 kt masjid akan tanya, "awk ni saudara baru ke???"pulak dahhh...kita yg dah tulen islam dia boleh tanya mcm tu...hahaha...yela kan, nak buat mcm mana, dah muka mcm cina, mesti la org akan curious...hehehe...so kita ni dah mcm universal islam connector plak. yela, dah orang anggap kita cina yang convert masuk islam, tentu la orang akan rs islam ni menyatukan pelbagai kaum....chewahhh

EMPAT

orang yg ada chinese look ni orang tak berani nak dekat sgt...what is the bcoz???korang tgk org cina...nampak mcm gengster tak?especially yg muda2...ye kan???tu la sebabnya orang tak berani nak kacau sgt...advantage ke?kalau bab jalan sorang2, lepas tu orang pun tak berani nak dekat, tu memang la advantage. tapi kalau bab nak jumpa orang, tapi orang tu jadi takut, pandai2 sendiri la korang...haha

LIMA...

chinese looking people are handsome and beautiful! memang betul la...kita mmg cute!haha...orang pun jeles tgk, tapi diorang tak tunjuk pun yang diorang jeles, so fhm2 sendiri la...kalau jeles takkan nak mengaku kotttt...kan3???so korang jgn la rs rendah diri bila muka mcm cina..mata sepet, muka kecik...hehe..tu aset korang...kalau org mata sepet tak laku. takkan la artis cina, jepun, korea jd famous...betul tak?

errmmmm.....actually aku pun dah tak tau nak tambah apa lg...idea ni datang bukan ms kita nak menulis, random dow! so skrg ni aku dah blank...rsnya setakat ni la kot buat ms ni.aku pun dah ngantuk ni...nak tdow jap...hehehe...dok sorang ni mmg kejanya tdow la...boring kan...

soooooooo, apa2 pun post aku kali ni mmg dituju kat korang yg ada chinese look, tak kra la sikit or banyak...termasuk la aku sendiri...bangga la dengan apa yg korang ada. kadang2 apa yang kita ada tu yang orang nak sgt2, tapi diorang tak dpt...tu kita punya luck la..so appreciate la keunikan korang k!!!!daaaa....

ntah papeeee La....

adoiiii...

susahnya nak jaga hati org. ckp tu salah, ckp ni pun salah.buat tu tak kena, buat ni lagi la tak kena..apa lagi yg betul???bila fikir2kan balik, kenapa la aku dpt kwn yg mcm tu?asyik2 aku yg nak kena jaga hati dia, hati aku mcm mana?takkan aku nak diam je...yela, tau la aku ni pendiam, tapi tak perlu la nak pijak kepala aku. ingat aku takde perasaan ke? blahhh la weiii....!ingat aku nak sgt ke kwn mcm kau? daripada aku ada kwn mcm kau, lagi bagus langsung takde kwn la...hmmmm.....tu la yang aku selalu ckp bila tgh bengang, tapi hakikatnya, aku masih gak nak berkawan dengan dia. tak tau la knp...mcm ada magnet jekkk...aku tak bleh nak lari dari dia la...walau mcm mana pun layanan dia kat aku, aku ikut je...bila kwn lain nasihatkan aku utk tinggalkan dia, aku mcm taknak dgr. memang alasan kwn aku tu munasabah and relevan, tp aku pun tak tau nak ckp apa, apatah lagi nak buat, lagi la blurrr!bkn aku tak hargai nasihat kwn, tapi diorang tak duduk kat tempat aku, mcm mana nak fhm???yess i'm a complicated person, and it's really really hard to get, let alone to understand myself...sorry la u guys, aku bkn jenis yg mkn nasihat la...bila fikir2 balik, smpai bila aku nk jd mcm ni?aku rs mcm

HIPOKRIT

sgt2!!!bila dpn org, kalau boleh aku nak jd yg paling "stand out".tapi bila kt blakang org, aku mcm tak wujud sgt...bukan nak merungut, tapi tu la hakikat, FACT!!! so, jd hipokrit mcm dah jd sebahagian dr hidup aku...nak or tak nak aku kena buat gak...pengalaman hidup aku buat aku jd mcm tu. bkn nak merungut, tapi sepanjang aku hidup, aku rasa mcm kewujudan aku just utk melengkapkan suasana, kehadiran aku bkn satu yang penting, but somehow i'm there.!berbalik pd isu 1st td, aku just nak ckp yang honestly aku cuma nak dpt kwn yg betul2 faham aku, sebab tu la bila gaduh dgn sorg yg bergelar kwn, aku mmg rs mcm nak hilang sorg yg penting dlm hidup, so aku akn pertahankan hubungan persahabatan tu selagi boleh...tapi kalau dah tak dpt, nak buat mcm mana kan? berserah je la...kalau ada jodoh, mungkin boleh jumpa balik...

ok la, cukup la coretan aku kali ni.lain kali aku story lagi k....tu pun kalau aku tak bz,.maklumla, assignment banyak nak kena buat...hehehe....last but not least, gudnite uollssss!!!!dah lewat ni, pi la tdow!