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Sunday, June 23, 2013

arigato & sayonara

Hari ni aku sangat pasif..nak kata aku takde keja, minggu depan paper final dah start. supposedly aku pegi study. tapi lain plak yang aku buat..sepanjang hari aku tido. tau kenapa? sebab semalam aku bantai lepak dengan budak rumah sampai pukul 6 pagi! ceritanya macam ni..semalam cuti study week aku dah start..so aku pun rasa macam nak release tension sangat dan sangap sangat nak karok sebab lama tak melalak. sumpah aku sangat tension minggu2 terakhir ni..kena submit assignment, kejar masa, test lagi, presentation lagi..dengar macam biasa tapi pressure tu ya ampun!!! so semalam semua azab tu kira dah habis la. aku pun decide ajak kawan karok...dalam pukul 10.30 lepas makan kitorang gerak pegi kbox yang kitorang selalu pegi. beli 2 jam, dapat 1 jam free..sape taknak kan! dah berminggu dok stres bila ada masa nak lepaskan segala tension tu memang aku takkan tolak. 3 jam karok macam2 lagu kitorang nyanyi..paling best si jeff nyanyikan lagu untuk aku..bapak la sweet! lagu lionel richie "hello". dah la suara best..aku macam biasa nyanyi lagu love bug jonas brothers tu..then dalam banyak2 lagu tu rasa nak nyanyi lagu chakra khan, harus terpisah. aku nyanyi sampai suara pecah..LOL!
dah habis 3 jam melalak tu dalam pukul 2 pagi kitorang pegi duduk kat pantai..jerebu2 pun buat aktiviti outdoor..kau ade! dalam 30 minit borak2 tiba2 angin kuat plak..jerebu makin tebal..so kitorang pun blah. sampai rumah terus ingat nak basuh baju..aku memang biasa basuh baju pagi2. senang, tak ramai orang. aku jenis tak suka tengok orang ramai2 ni..kecut! haha..so dalam pukul 3.30 aku turun la basuh baju dengan 3 orang housemate..si fiezan, jeff n mamu..diorang ajak pegi mamak sementara tunggu baju siap. so aku ikut je la..order roti kosong. lama gila tak makan mamak sebab tau nanti mesti aku tercirit lepas makan..memang betul pun.balik umah aku terus masuk toilet. masa duduk lepak kat mamak tu macam2 la kitorang borak. cerita lama masa mula2 kenal dulu semua keluar..rasa sebak plak tetiba. nak dijadikan cerita kitorang sekarang sama2 sem 5..tapi diorang sem ni last ada kat sini. masa sem 6 kena praktikal. so basically ni la last time kitorang akan jmpa, borak2, mesra gitew..sedih nak berpisah. borak punya borak tak sedar jam dah pukul 6..jerebu semua kitorang tolak belakang sebab nak borak punya pasal. dalam pukul 6 tu baru kitorang gerak balik umah..aku terus pegi mandi, pastu tido..sedar2 dah pukul 12..tapi ngantuk lagi, sambung tido sampai pukul 6 petang..memang nice sangat. 

Next week kitorang dah start final paper..aku start jumaat(28jun). ada yang start rabu. harap sangat sem ni aku boleh improve pointer..taknak la asyik nak static je..after all aku dah buat yang terbaik through out sem ni. nak kata struggle sangat tu tak la, tapi aku buat jugak apa yang aku mampu. Sem ni  aku punya last paper kena kat bulan puasa..tak tau la macam mana nanti. tak pernah2 kitorang kena menghadapi final exam dalam bulan puasa. nak tambah lagi dugaan bila habis je final tu aku kena praktikal plak kat resort kat melaka ni. raya pun aku tak tentu boleh balik..hopefully mental aku kuat nak handle semua nanti..so to all my friends yang nak final next week, i wish u all good luck. most of you are not going to be here next sem. i'm gonna miss u all..korang dah jadi roommates aku, housemates aku, kawan aku yang paling best! 5 sem kenal korang memang rasa tak cukup..nanti kita punya last meeting jangan buat aku nangis k! good luck practical..insyaallah lepas ni kita jumpa lagi masa konvo!

really gonna miss you guys!

p/s too bad mirul, faiq n lain2 takde masa lepak semalam..

Saturday, May 18, 2013

everything's okay


Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
Nothing's going right, shadow's took the light
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"

Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

I gave my hope to you
When you were nearly through
And you said, "Oh, I can't go on"
Well, now I need it back
'Cause I have got a lack of all that's good
And I can't go on

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay
:)


*extracted from the song "everything's okay" by lenka


Thursday, May 16, 2013

the price of attention



Remember sometimes in our life we feel like we're the useless person in the whole wide world?
And at the moment we feel that, we said to ourselves that we should have never been born at all.
We cried and cried and cried for as much and as long as we could.
Just to make us feel better.
Because we feel like there's nobody out there who's willing to hear us saying what they think "whining" about how cruel life is.
And right at that moment when we feel like everybody is trying to push us away,
There is somebody...approaching us out of nowhere,
Reaching us to the deepest of our hearts,
And trying as hard as they could just to make us feel better.
Who wouldn't want somebody like that to ever exist for even once in our lifetime?
The person who's always there to listen,
To share not only laughter, but also tears.
But unfortunately, there aren't anybody out there who's able to be that person.
Because the truth is they don't really exist.
Well not forever..
They did appear in our life,
But the problem is, we just don't know how to appreciate.
We ignore them when they care about us,
We try to push them away,
Because we feel like what they say is something everybody can say,
typical and irritating.
Why is that?
Think about it.
Appreciate what we have while we still have it.
Because as far as that caring feeling stay depends on how we appreciate it.
Don't ever let good things slip away cause the regret is gonna last forever.

Kacang dan Pesta Kaul 2013

SALAM MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA!
Hey people!
We meet again after a few hours.
Kali ni aku just nak share gambar sikit..
gambar apa tu??
haa..ni aku nak story morykan..
Hujung bulan April hari tu aku balik kampung sebab cuti mid sem seminggu..saja nak balik.
kebetulan jugak time tu ada Pesta Kaul kat tempat aku..
apa itu Pesta Kaul??

Menurut encik wikipedia:
Originating from the animistic beliefs traditionally held by the Melanaus, the Pesta Kaul is held annually in Bulan Pengejin (The month of the Spirits) of the Melanau Calendar, which is usually in March or early April, as a purification and thanks giving to appease the spirits of the sea, land, forests and farm. It coincides with the end of the Northeast monsoon, once a time of hardship when the sea was too rough to fish and the villages often suffered from flooding. Traditionally, Villages would be palei or taboo for days before Kaul. No one was allowed to leave or enter, and people underwent purification ceremonies during Kaul. The celebration of Kaul concluded with a communal picnic at the river mouth, followed by a return to the village and again three days of prescribed restrictions.

Itu la sejarah Kaul ye anak2..
so kat bawah ni aku share gambar2 hari tu..
tak banyak pun since aku hanya pergi sehari je,
tu pun dah senja..
nak snap gambar gelap plak..
Sedih medih pedih la jugak kan!

Masa ni tak ramai orang lagi.

kat hujung tu ada live band..sedap jugak muzik dia

Antara booth cantik yang aku nampak

Kaul tak sah kalau takde benda ni.. pride of Melanau, TIBOW

Orang Melanau ni penuh Mistik..tiap satu patung ni ada nama. tapi patung2 ni namanya DAKAN. digunakan untuk tujuan perubatan.

Yang ni aku tak tau...aku curi2 tangkap gambar. nampak macam duyung pun ada.

Bercengkerama di bawah sinaran lampu minyak tanah.. eh

Baju I Love Kaul Mukah yang aku tak beli...sosad!
  
Opsss! macam mana boleh ada gambar ni plak?? BITCHY sangat yang baju putih tu!
P/s Kaul kali ni tak semeriah dulu..aku syak sebab PRU13 hari tu...sibuk berkempen kan!




Wednesday, May 15, 2013

entri tak bertajuk

Salam malam sunyi dari penulis...chewahh. jiwang plak kan tengah2 malam buta ni.

malam ni aku saja nak menajamkan kembali ilmu penulisan blog yang dah lama aku tinggalkan..
blog pun dah bau hapak! sembur febreez sebotol pun belum tentu wangi.. sedihhh!
malam ni jugak aku diserang penyakit tak mampu tido. entah kenapa penyakit ni datang balik..korang mampu?? 
dan sebab terakhir aku update blog ni sebab aku dah janji kat blog ni yang tiap2 bulan aku akan update sekurang2nya 1 entry..so hari ni dah masuk tengah bulan Mei. agak lambat la jugak...so gigih la aku mencari idea nak mencarut.

Anyway, mukadimah dah sudah. 
Tapi kan...otak aku agak blank malam ni..
bukan tak tau nak tulis pasal apa, 
tapi aku tak tau nak tulis macam mana..
banyak sangat benda dalam otak sampai semua berebut nak keluar.
last2 otak aku serabut, sampai jammed. 

sekarang aku dalam proses nak buat entry baru..tapi tak boleh reveal lagi. nantikan! 

kbai!



 
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