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Friday, July 13, 2012

fireworks

I just finished another episode of my re-run Ugly Betty,
the Christmas episode where both Betty and Hilda got their pregnancy test which finally ended up with Hilda is the one who's having the baby.
along the episode, i noticed of something that caught my attention,
when Matt looked at Betty and he said that she was glowing,
then Betty answered that Matt made her glow.
Very sweet!!!
and i ended up making this entry...
enjoy the poem.



Love is like fireworks
for when it happens
people are amazed

Love is like fireworks
cause it can lead
to beautiful things

Love is like fireworks
for when it gets dark
you light up my world

Love is like fireworks
you can't find
the exact one anywhere else

Love is like fireworks
for when it gets cold
you can keep warm

Love is like fireworks
for when it's over
you can't believe it is

Love is like fireworks
your heart starts
a beating in excitement

Love is like fireworks
for there are rules
for how close you can get

Love is like fireworks
for it leaves
a memory you won't ever forget

Love is like fireworks. <3


p/s penat taip Love is like fireworks. :)



Sunday, July 8, 2012

it's not unusual

i wish i have something good to say to you right now,

but honestly all i can say is i'm sorry,
sorry for not being sensitive enough to understand you,
for not being so knowledgeable enough to know that those will hurt you,
i'm sorry my dear.
i really do...

just a few moments earlier i said that i made my blog to express my feelings,
because i'm clueless, speechless, and wordless when it comes to face to face conversation,
so here i am,
writing this entry,
just for you,
a very special one,
and i hope you will like it,
though it's not perfect.


You are adorable!
first of all i just wanna say that i've never known anybody like you before,
you make me smile for just receiving a text from you,
make me laugh just by listening to your jokes,
make my heart beats fast by hearing you say sweet2 words.
i can honestly say that i've never felt anything like this with anyone before.
then i knew you,
sure we haven't known each other for a long time,
but i feel like i've known you since forever.
i mean is this for real?
you make my world go round again!

Awww so cute!
i admit it, 
you are cute!
your smile,
your voice,
your laughter.
sure i met a lot of cute people in my entire life,
but you've got another package with you,
and that is your charm.

We have a lot in common!
i've never known anybody who has a lot of things in common with me before,
until i met you,
day by day,
i just discovered one after another,
things that we both share,
our interest,
our passion,
our character,
our emotions...
all i can say is,
WOW! we've got chemistry!

Your sensitivity is your charm!
i know you are quite sensitive,
i can see it,
for all my life,
i've been pretty sensitive myself,
that makes us no different,
i understand how you feel,
i understand it when you're sad,
i understand it when you're down.
but above all,
one thing that i learnt,
please don't change anything about you,
just be yourself,
whoever you are.
people are going to talk about us,
mostly bad things,
but please don't take them as an obstacle,
take them to make you feel more powerful.
i know it's hard,
i've been struggling too,
but the best thing to be done is,
IGNORE!
well sometimes ignorance is bliss.

i don't know what am i talking about actually,
i guess i'm just a little down right now,
and feeling guilty too.
if by any chance that you read this,
i hope you understand,
and forgive me,
and accept me for who i am,
because i'm doing my best to love and to be loved by you. :)






Wednesday, July 4, 2012

cloud 9

i promised my self to write something on this blog yesterday but nothing was done.
so by hook or by crook i must write something now!
it's silent tonight,
more silent than ever perhaps,
probably because i'm alone in my room,
accompanied by my laptop,
with facebook. twitter, online radio (Fly FM), and of course my beloved blog!
the room is dark,
i'm not saying that i'm lonely,
but i am alone right now.
lonely and alone, same root word but different meaning.
ow Gosh! what am i going to write???
tonite as i scroll down my facebook wall,
i realized of something peculiar.
i checked my notification and i saw somebody tagged a picture of me.
what picture???
please check my facebook page yourself!
LOL
but all i can say is that picture was nice, sweet and it made me fall in love!
i really wanna do picture like that.
i envy your talent... :p
okay, enough with that.

i really don't know what to write though.
so i guess i should sleep now.
although i know that i have another paper this coming Thursday,
i know that i have to do my revision,
but above all,
i prefer sleeping.
so gudnite peeps!
have a nice dream.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Aku.Sarawak.Melanau




sebenarnya dah lama aku nak buat entry ni,
tapi ada benda yang membuat aku tersekat,
chewahhh...nanti aku cite.
sebab tu la lama entry ni jadi draft.
saja nak promote satu band rap dari bumi tercintaku, sarawak.
nama kumpulan ni knowno.
dulu aku panggil nono je sebab tak tau lagi.
lirik lagu kat bawah ni adalah antara lagu pembukaan diorang,
nak bagi push sikit kan.
aku suka jugak dengar lagu ni.
dan part yang paling best,
ada part rap dalam bahasa Melanau!
mana nak cari beb!
cuba baca lirik kat bawah ni.

lirik rapper sarawak:
kau nangkap udang,
udang nangkap lepas,
nengga bunyi orang bertapok lekas-lekas..

Hoii..
apa tapok agik !?
Kita ada ! Kita ada!
show kan ! show kan
show rappers2 serawak semua,
keluar, keluarrrr..

c/o
Keluar rappers serawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
keluar rappers sarawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
Keluar rappers serawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
keluar rappers sarawak, jangan kita tapok agik,

Bum bum cak irama rap serawak,
nektok nyerang bandaraya labah ngeredak,
sukati ko mpun mun masih sik cayak,
palak akuu mbak reti sik ngalah,
nono pit, nono lalok, kamek syg gerek kmk,
sukati tokrang merik nama lagu tapi aku sik lalek,
asalkan tokrang dapat nengga nada rap dalam serawak,
janji hati ku puas, alah-alah nak ngerepak.

ney orang kita ney?
rap sampei lemas sik tauk tuju ke siney,
muncul lah dirik,
jangan main sindir-sindir,
kita semua sama, jangan putus asa,
show lah apa yang ada di minda,
mun sik byk sikpa,
ada juak nak di bangga,
bukan semua orang dapat molah kedak ya,
show kan dirik, jgn bertapok agik,
bersatu,
jangan berjuang sendirik,
biar sama-sama cerik.

*rap dalam bahasa melanau
taah tu'u2 akou itou aneak likou mukah,
diam kuching,
apah umik tapi pamou,
teguh likou telou ngak bei apah ngak rap,
likou mukah pengan nama adat,
tapi adat telou melanau.
______________________
kena trima saji akou,
kena support akou,
bak tapak gan nda likou telou.
agei idak keman akou,
juah jalan un gak akou,
akou taou kelou agei pikir aneak sai itou?!

c/o
Keluar rappers serawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
keluar rappers sarawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
Keluar rappers serawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
keluar rappers sarawak, jangan kita tapok agik,

anggok ku ngangok,
kamek tok ngan sidak nya sebumbung,
crita nok lamak ya jangan lah di tandah bersambong,
tapok jangan lamak bah,
cepat dikit kluar,
sik susah nunjuk dirik nak,
kita tabor kan pa yang ada,
bila aku nak madah dengan kw,
laju keluar laju,
jangan salah paham yuu kamek madah ajak,
kita sama bujat sama gila cepat dikit sedar,
mun lamak gilak takut nak di simpan ya ber tegarr.

tepuk amai-amai belalang kupu-kupu,
ramey-ramey rappers serawak jom kita belagu,
tauk dak nya kita tinggal atas pokok,
sik pandey mikey ilek2 jak dak nya nganok,
ilek lok,
tok ku bukak mata,
tok ku bukak telinga,
tok ku bukak jiwa dak nya,
rappers nektok sak sidak tauk sapa kita,
ngembak semangat serawak rappers dah berkata,

aiyh, nengga crita nun eyh,
nengga tok,
nengga mula ku ngerepak besar panjang sak sik di dengga,
nektok aku ngerapak sa panjang bagai terebang,
walau ku maseh disangkar,
tapi kicau ku dah di dengga,
ku dah mukak mata telinga,
banyak kata dah bersama ku,
six pemedo nama ku,
king of rap melayuuu,
serawak!
sik cayak apa tunggu lagik kluar boleh coba wakk.

c/o
Keluar rappers serawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
keluar rappers sarawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
Keluar rappers serawak, jangan kita tapok agik,
keluar rappers sarawak, jangan kita tapok agik!

part yang aku bold tu bahasa melanau,
kat rumah bahasa tu la yang aku guna nak bercakap dengan family.
bangga jugak bahasa aku buat jadi rap,
tapi ada part yang aku tak dapat tangkap.
sori...
all and all,
lagu ni memang inspiring sebenarnya.



 p/s kenapa aku tak guna bahasa melayu sarawak kat entri ni? jawapan aku senang je. supaya semua orang boleh faham. orang malaysia takkan tak faham bahasa melayu biasa kot. ya aku tau kalau buat dalam bahasa melayu sarawak ia akan kedengaran lebih sedap, tapi cukup la bahasa sarawak tu kat lirik je. Okbai!

Monday, June 25, 2012

hidup tak selalu indah

ok aku dah kenyang!
FYI aku baru balik dari makan,
actually tadi dah tido tapi terjaga sebab lapar.
sebab belum dinner lagi,
badan pulak gatal2 kena gigit nyamuk.
damn nyamuk!
tadi masa aku kat kedai makan aku nampak pekerja kat kedai tu baru nak makan.
kiranya kitorang macam makan sama2 la.
sebelum makan tu sorang baca doa makan,
yang lain tolong aminkan.
seronok je tengok diorang gelak2,
mesra gitew with each other.
masa tu la aku terlintas nak update blog.
sebetulnya aku seronok tengok diorang happy,
bukan aku tak happy dengan member2 aku,
tapi hidup kitorang berbeza.
diorang keja kuat kat kedai makan tu tiap2 hari,
tapi keja aku hanya study.
aku tau diorang penat,
aku tau diorang stres layan kerenah pelanggan hari2,
tapi still boleh tunjuk muka senyum,
tapi still boleh happy.

dalam dunia ni sape2 ada masalah,
sape2 boleh mengalami stres,
sape2 boleh tertekan.
macam aku,
student life memang stressful.
nak2 sekarang dah final.
tapi masa2 susah macam ni la kena kuatkan diri,
sabar,
usaha lebih,
banyakkan doa.
InsyaAllah kita boleh hadapi,
dengan senyuman.

haiwan pun tau berbaik-baik. manusia?

"hidup tak selalu indah, langit tak selalu cerah",
ayat tipikal ramai orang.
ya, memang betul hidup tak selalu indah.
hidup ada masa kita naik,
ada masa kita turun.
hari ni kita gembira,
tak semestinya esok kegembiraan tu kekal,
sebaliknya kalau hari ni kita berduka,
tak semestinya esok kita berduka jugak.
yang penting kita pandai menghadapi masa2 macam ni.
masa gembira, nikmati masa tu sebaik mungkin.
live it like there's no tomorrow,
tapi kalau masa sedih, sabar itu penting.
percaya akan hari esok,
hari yang lebih ceria dan bermakna.
InsyaAllah hari tu akan datang.

sangat  sweet...indahnya ciptaan Allah



p/s formula hidup: hargailah kehidupan. walau seremuk mana hati dilukai, bentuklah ia semula dan serahkannya kepada Ilahi.

 
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