cerita seorang wanita

on this date 54 years ago, 

a very remarkable baby girl was born. she was raised by her magnificent parents. 

nobody ever expected her to be what she is today,

as a girl, she was just like any other normal kid.

but life was hard then,

her family is not the most fortunate family in the world,

fortunately, money is not what they ever counted,

it was the love, and the solidarity of the family that kept them happy and strong to live their days,

one thing lets to another, a few years later she became a woman like no other. 

beautiful, and became the village's sweetheart.

one beautiful day, she got married to a guy who became her soul mate until today. 

the marriage was planned though,

they did not know each other,

but like people say, "tak kenal maka tak cinta"

their love budded as they married, 

not long after that, 

she got pregnant, and got into labor, 

unfortunately her baby didn't had the chance to live long.

only God know how devastated she was,

after a long wait, she got pregnant again.
this time she succeeded! 

they have a lot of children, 10 to be exact but only 9 live until now. 

God really gave her the chance to have so many kids,

she called her kids her little "miracles"

along those years, she has been loving, caring, patient and full of courage to raise her kids. all the crying, the diapers, the naughtiness, and the hardship she has gone through,

today, she is old and her grey hair is starting to cover her head, but she is still the same loving person she used to be. 

her kids has grown up to be many kinds of people. 

she even has a grandchild now. 

she is not as healthy as before, but that doesn't stop her to give whatever she could to the people her love and dear. she is truly an extraordinary woman.

ever wonder who is the remarkable woman i mention above? she is the one who gave birth to me, raised me, feed me, tucked me into bed, hugged me when i got cold in the middle of the night, took care of me when i'm sick. she is my dearest mother. 

today is her 54th birthday and i am really glad that i get to live to see her and feel her love. 

i might not be there by your side to give you a hug right now, 

i could only send my love from far,

i love you so much mom and i always will.

you have made me into the person i am today and i know that must have been hard.

there's nobody else in this world who would ever worth it to replace you. you are one of a kind. 

the one who never gave up on us for better or worse. 

thank you so much for raising us perfectly.

i really miss you,

talking to you and hearing you laugh.

but just you wait, 

Insyaallah i'll be home soon. 

XOXO