if this was a movie then there will be happy ending

we make mistakes...constantly
though we sometimes or most of the times we did not realize it,
but people does,
they know,
they see,
they observe,
all the wrong thing we did.
cliche!
people usually see the bad side of us,
putting aside the good things we did.
worst,
when we first know them,
they know that we are a good person,
but just because of one bad thing that we did,
all the good deeds,
all the compliments they gave us just fade away,
just like that!
how did that happened?

but by the way,
i just wanna say that whenever we did something wrong,
whenever we commit something sinful,
we regret,
we feel sorry,
we promised ourselves that we are not going to repeat the same mistake...
but,
why do we have to forget all those vows when we see the chance to do anything that is against the norm?!
we ignored our vow!
ignorance take control!
WHY?!

feel sorry!
have some compassion!
if it is not for us,
think about others.
family,
friends,
people that are close to us.
because,
when we commit something bad,
they will be affected,
directly or indirectly...
people talks,
people spreads the news,
the bad ones,
by hook or by crook people closer to us are going to know!
think about it.
what are they going to feel when they know,
and think about how are they going to deal with it,
what are they going to do when they found out the truth!
the shame,
the humiliation,
the loathing of people towards them...
all because of us...
cause of what we did!
the shit that we did!
we gave them trouble they did not deserve,
the kind of test they never imagined they will be facing.
but they have to face it,
because of us...

please...
don't be proud of the wrong things that we did,
don't even think that those things are "to keep memories"
sit in a room,
alone,
think back of all the things we did in the past,
how many good ones,
and how many bad ones,
does good ones surpasses the bad ones?
or does both of them are balance?
or even,
does the bad ones surpasses the good ones?
think and evaluate,
how are we going to repair all the bad things we did?
how are we going to repay people for what we did to them?
and how are we going to redeem ourselves?
ask these questions to yourself...
find the answers...
and the answers might surprise you...

it never is too late to migrate,
migrate in the terms of mind and soul,
change!
to be better!
to be more dependable than ever...
the time is not going to wait,
but we must chase after it,
no matter where it goes,
or when it ends...